-31- [Flood - Not Affected, he's a Total Liar]

[tatty_bye]

I long for friendships, but I have long forgotten how to form them. I feel undeserving. I bring people to my bed, constantly, because I am afraid to be alone. I drank when I was able because I was unhappy. I still am. So...so very desperately unhappy. I often speak publicly, on behalf of the Admiral, or to say cruel or scandalous things, because I feel safest when I am in the public eye. I do long to be different. I simply know no proper way to bring about change, and I hesitate to ask because I feel no one will understand me.

[Private to Merlin]

So... tell me about Aredian.

Comments

Private

[tatty-bye.livejournal.com]

When you're ready to talk about that is when we'll speak again. In the meantime I think I'll be transcribing this file.

No one's to know whether the Admiral intends to take them back once this silliness has finished, after all.

Private

[takeyouapart.livejournal.com]

What happened to it being your choice, Reaver? You know exactly when I'll be ready to talk about it.

Let me know if you need any paper.